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There is a nagging pain in my neck, which happens due to my extremely poor posture.

I am heading towards inevitable sadness, which is looming in a few weeks time.

I hope it is not what I foresee it to be, I hope my judgement is severely wrong.

I guess such impending gloom can only be thrown over the back, over the part of my neck which aches.

Because I cannot see any other solution. I pray to God, for a solution. Not for guidance, but for a divine answer. There is no guidance that is good enough. And it's one of the few things that I truly want in my life.

What I want is what every man wants.

Happiness.