Currently Listening Neon Bible By Arcade Fire see related

It's 2 14 in the afternoon, and I'm midway through Oceans Thirteen.

I can't really concentrate on the movie though, because I'm in such a listless mood.

It's such a slow Sunday. As I stare at the Van gogh poster on my bedroom wall, I think to myself, "Can I do this for an entire year?"

Assume that you're paid your salary for a year, and all you have to do everyday is nothing.

Absolutely nothing. No work. Just play. My mind runs amok with the things I can do. Learn to cook. Art. Music. Read. Invest. Pursuits. Heart. Improve. I wish I could.

I don't think I'll even mind sacrificing a delay in my career. It would be worth it. For all the things that have been denied to me.

As the whir of the washing machine in the background comes to a slow stop, I press play and continue watching Oceans Thirteen. Knowing but refusing to hang the clothes out to dry.